Simply.... The One...

Once in a life time you find them, and when you do, you just know…

“To lose balance sometimes for love, is part of living a balanced life”

I lay my head to rest upon the broken shards of glass that is my wonderous existence. 

Mesmerized by the refracting light, other worldly colours dancing in the darkness, distracted by searing pain, pieces edging closer and closer to my ever flailing heart, there is no staying, there is no escape.

Left lying in limbo, on the precipice of something truly magical, the edge of darkness, the edge of glory, unseen, unheard and unspoken, there she stands…. In my dreams is where I come to be, the unlimited potential that is my unconscious mind is where I dare to be free, dare to dance towards the light, dare to leave the comfort of pain behind…

How glorious she is, how far beyond comprehension she stands, as if birthed by the star Sirius itself, brighter than all else in this blackened sky…

How can one mere mortal impact a soul so deeply, to the very core of me there is nothing to see but her wonder, her beauty, her bewildering existence, beyond consumed, beyond irrevocable, unequivocal the closest description, there are no words that could adequately describe the hold she has over my soul.

This other worldly being who’s beauty transcends the natural order of this begrudged society, this forgotten universe brought to the surface through the wonders witnessed in her eyes, there is no possibility of comprehension, there is no understanding the depths of her soul, where hers ends is the beginning of my own, the start of my own magnanimous journey on this planet… Her hand in mine…

Gently she whispers, “come hither” she says, all fear and worry utterly abandoned, stepping out through the darkness in this shadowy world, into her ubiquitous presence, all consuming, all encompassing, entirely mine…

There are moments in her eyes where all that exists seems to fade into the shadows, time appears to stand still, losing all depth, all movement, all change. These are the moments I live for, to be utterly consumed by her is a gift unlike any other, never again shall there be another, my soul is hers, for this life time and the many more to follow.

Should we ever let slip our intertwined souls, should she ever fall into darkness and be seemingly lost, in this world or the thousands thereafter, I shall trudge to the most treacherous of depths, through the darkest of darkness, to the pit of hell itself, to find where she may lie and lay my head down beside her… Forever… Though she be lost, together we will be found…